Expressing my feelings about my life, not feeling seen or special, wanting to do more with life and my fears

I feel like I'm not seen 
I feel invisible
I don't feel special and loved enough 
Sometimes I want to do something more exciting with my life and worry I'm missing out on a better path in life 
I have so much potential I know because I built a following online in the past and almost became an influencer 
Sometimes I want to do more with my singing cause I love singing and being creative with my singing and it's something I'm talented at but I don't feel safe putting myself out there online as I'm scared of strangers and people that could be out there. 

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