Golden Wattle Stories, Dreams, and Poems

Now that I'm an adult far from highschool I can see how much my teenage worries didn't matter. Distance gives perspective. You see the significance of being unpopular and bullying so differently from being a teenager to being an adult. I feel like popularity and bullying gets less significant to you personally and emotionally as you get older. And I feel like adults especially adults over age 25 or so are much more mature and kind in general and "chill" thankfully. Much more calm. It's not like the constant panic and superficiality of my teenage years. Well I feel like everything was more superficial in my teenage years but as an adult, you can find your own tribe of much more mature genuine people. I feel like for me as a teenager and maybe others, you really need to put things in perspective more as a teenager. 

I feel like I'm not seen  I feel invisible I don't feel special and loved enough  Sometimes I want to do something more exciting with my life and worry I'm missing out on a better path in life  I have so much potential I know because I built a following online in the past and almost became an influencer  Sometimes I want to do more with my singing cause I love singing and being creative with my singing and it's something I'm talented at but I don't feel safe putting myself out there online as I'm scared of strangers and people that could be out there.