Poem - Will I Ever Have That Kind of Love?

Will I ever have love in my life again? 
You know, the kind of love that is magical
I get a taste of the love that's out there in the world 
But maybe that's for others and not for me 
It's so hard 
I wish I had the kind of love where they send you love songs 
And it's like you're the only person in the world in their eyes 
To be so special to someone 
To have a soulmate 
To be living in your own romance movie 
Holding hands, flowers, gifts all of that 
Is there anyone out there in the world that loves me like that but just hasn't met me? 
It's a mystery 
But I have to tell myself 
That I'm still blessed just as I am 
I'm so lucky to have lots of love in its own way in my life 
And shelter, clean water, and food 
But maybe one day 

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