Golden Wattle Stories, Dreams, and Poems

I dreamed I was walking by a house next to a shopping centre where I used to live. It had been renovated and was looking much nicer. I was looking for somewhere to live and a support worker was driving me around looking at another apartment that was further away from the shopping centre.  I also dreamed it was like I was in a video game and was trying to pass my current level by defeating the bad guys but I kept failing and couldn't pass to the next level. It was an extremely hard challenge. 

I'm always trying to be healthier  But I believe  Everyone should feel beautiful  And feel included   No matter what shape size or look  Why can't we just love eachother?  I hope for you to feel beautiful  I hope for you to feel included in this society  I believe in you even if others don't  And I care for you even if others don't 

Why do we look so different when we're old  From decades ago and our young self  And are we our old self  Or our young self?  Are we our appearances  Or are we always our young soul? Is that who we always are?  Instead of our young self dieing  And being replaced by an old self? I guess I'm just wondering  And thinking deeper  On who we truly are 

I dreamed I was in this half video game half real kind of world. And I was trying to buy an apartment so I had somewhere safe to go at night. My friend Laura told me a 2 bedroom apartment would cost $500,000 but I found out they actually cost $200,000. At one apartment I could pay $8000 or so for access to the cinema. This world had lots of tall apartment buildings. I also remember driving a car. 

I dreamed that I won a community hero award after cleaning out a couple of local streams or water drains.  The other night I also dreamed of a car race and I think I was kind of like an encourager or cheerleader. 

Now that I'm an adult far from highschool I can see how much my teenage worries didn't matter. Distance gives perspective. You see the significance of being unpopular and bullying so differently from being a teenager to being an adult. I feel like popularity and bullying gets less significant to you personally and emotionally as you get older. And I feel like adults especially adults over age 25 or so are much more mature and kind in general and "chill" thankfully. Much more calm. It's not like the constant panic and superficiality of my teenage years. Well I feel like everything was more superficial in my teenage years but as an adult, you can find your own tribe of much more mature genuine people. I feel like for me as a teenager and maybe others, you really need to put things in perspective more as a teenager.